Friday, 22 January 2010

What to say - (22nd Jan 2010)

I'm not suprized
by a maze of words
and whispers. Of miscommunicated lines.
(subtle/faked/forgotten.or.forceful) touching.

You won't see me startled
or confused by your muse.
It's all in my stride,
It's all your [laughable] pride.

One minute's loose.
and lasting.
An ocean of misanthropy.

'Cus you're always to be mine.
As the lies always spoke
themselves. Top happy.

.. and we smile

Red Tin Can - 22/01/2010

If love is caught in a coke can,
Then perhaps bubbles
our thoughts.

and then the ring-pull your wanting lust.

His name wasn't James, or Dave.
but her name was Carmen,
and she'd learn to enjoy him.

A little force, and a lot of power.
Relentless energy.
Culminating in a crime confused.

The outside tin may wonder,
If lust is needed..
Might it really be lust.

Then the bubbles are gone. and so was she.

Monday, 11 January 2010

Hours - (7th May 2003)

A cold breeze caresses me,
As the warming sun shines down upon my pale skin.
From here i can see for miles
Blue skies that stretch forever
With shimmers of whispering clouds in white.
Looking over at a play park,
I watch as children enjoy.
Those distant blooming flowers caught up in
The haze of friendship called Nature.
A single runner, taking advantage of this world.
Inside a single day, ever of blissful hours.
So many pass it by.
Always in such a hurry to live their life.
I could fall in love with a day,
Watch a perfect ending.
For it to be born again soon.

Roses - (7th June 2003)

Roses are Red,
You're looking Blue.
I'm staying right here,
To be with you!

Missed.. - (28th Aug 2003)

I'm sure i was meant to hit.
I can't always miss my chance,
To prove.
Maybe i did. Miss i mean.
Did you see me?
I was there,
In the shadows.

Could I perhaps maybe if I and what if I then we can no - (25th Oct 2009)

and I want to...

.. Hold your hand, I want to stroke your hair and wipe your tears away. I want to be there and see you smiling, I want to listen to you tell me about your day about the hot guy at the bus stop and let me get jealous even though you've come home to me. and always do. and you won't ever stop kissing me either and I pretend to get annoyed when really it makes me feel alive inside, everytime. and I want to see you in the moonlight, and kiss you as the sun sets, and hold you through the sun rise surrounded by the morning dew. I want to go for a drive with you, and get lost and have to sleep in the car because we just can't be bothered to find ourselves again. I want to be amazed you're mine when I see you in the street but you haven't seen me yet. Just try to understand what you might see in me and what you might like for dinner tonight. I'm crazy. For you. and I don't want it to make sense. I slip and I drift, lost my glasses then you give me a direction and it'll all make sense again.

fall in love with you.

Snowflake dreams - (20th Dec 2009)

Dreaming in snowflakes,
In crystalline perfection.
Dreaming in snowflakes,
Encompassing the word;
Beauty and joy and love.
of memory and youth.

So why does this dream fall,
and how can it lay with such grace.
In red, green and blue.
Such my sweet...
Lets lay trapped,
In your snowflake fortress.

I never knew what I should call you.. - (11th Jan 2010)

You had to;

- Shout so I could hear you.
- Smile as you fell asleep.
- Lead me here, so I couldn't see past you.

I've got;

- New ear plugs.
- A black visor.
- A hand full of your heart (words).

I've tried to change my world,
In two days and 6 hours.
but your perfume lingers and groans,
but your lips are a burning imagine.

In a day, perhaps;

- I'll wake up with her kiss.
- Have lost contact.
- Found a magnetic opposite, a mirror.

In a year, maybe;

- I'll wake up to your lips.
- Be alive in a dreamscape.
- Have totally lost my mind.